In our spiritual journey, we often experience moments of deep consolation, where God’s presence feels tangible, bringing us peace and joy. These moments can come in times of family celebration, when we feel the love of those around us, or in quiet prayer when we sense God’s embrace. Yet, there are also times when we feel distant from God, when our hearts seem dry, and our souls feel desolate. It’s in these moments that our faith is truly tested. In this article, we explore how to navigate the interior desolation that can arise in our lives and how, even in such times, God’s grace calls us to deeper faith and trust.
The Book of Job teaches us a profound lesson in humility and acceptance: "The Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away…" (Job 1:21). These words remind us that both the consolation and desolation we experience come from God. There are times when we feel filled with God’s presence, but there are also moments when He seems distant, and we are left with a sense of emptiness. It’s important to understand that spiritual desolation is not a sign of God’s absence or disfavor, but rather an opportunity for our faith to deepen.
When we face these periods of spiritual dryness, it’s essential to first examine whether sin may be causing the desolation. If sin is the cause, the solution is clear: confession and repentance. However, if the desolation is not a result of sin, then it becomes a chance for us to exercise our faith despite how we feel. As noted in the Diary of St. Faustina (943), spiritual desolation can be a true grace, calling us to love God more deeply, even when we feel very little inside. It’s a reminder that our love for God should not be dependent on our emotional state but on our unwavering faith in His presence and goodness.
So, what should we do when we find ourselves in this spiritual desert? The key is to recognize that desolation is a part of our journey toward spiritual maturity. Just as we rejoice in the consolations of God, we must also accept the desolate times with gratitude. These moments are opportunities to strengthen our relationship with God, not based on emotional experiences, but on the deep trust we have in Him.
Spiritual desolation can feel isolating and discouraging, but it is in these moments that our faith is most needed. It’s easy to love and trust God when we feel His presence, but true love and faith are tested when He seems distant. As the prayer says, "Lord, I love You now and always and renew my love for You no matter how I feel." Choosing to love God in the midst of desolation strengthens our spiritual resilience and deepens our trust in His mercy.
When we feel dry and disconnected from God, it’s crucial to renew our faith. This act of faith, particularly in times of desolation, opens the gates of God’s mercy, not only for us but for the world around us. By continuing to trust in God’s goodness, even when we don’t feel His presence, we align ourselves with His eternal truth and love.
"Your act of faith in those moments will open the gates of God’s Mercy to you and to the world more than you may realize." These words remind us that our spiritual acts of trust and surrender, even when God feels far away, have profound effects. In these moments, we are participating in the very mercy of God, becoming vessels through which His grace can flow to others.
Ultimately, the choice to love God—whether in moments of joy or spiritual dryness—is an act of free will. The prayer affirms this commitment: "In good times and in difficult ones I choose to love You, to have faith in You and to trust in You." Loving God is a decision, not just an emotional response. It’s a decision to remain faithful, to choose Him every day, regardless of our feelings.
God, as the "God of consolation and the God of desolation," is with us in every season of life. Whether we feel overwhelmed with joy or lost in a desert of desolation, His love remains constant. And it is this love that sustains us through every trial and blessing.
Spiritual desolation is a natural part of the Christian journey, and while it may be difficult, it is an opportunity for us to deepen our trust in God and grow in our love for Him. The true test of faith comes not when we are experiencing spiritual highs, but when we feel empty and distant from God. It is during these times that God’s grace works most powerfully in our hearts, leading us to a more profound and unwavering relationship with Him.
If you are experiencing spiritual dryness or desolation, take a moment to renew your faith. Offer a prayer of trust, knowing that God’s mercy is ever-present, even in moments when we feel disconnected. Choose to love Him, even when you don’t feel His presence. Share this message of hope with others who may be struggling, and remind them that God is with us in every season, offering His mercy and grace in abundance.
